two sided,

who will never sent their loves to hospital if they are heavily sick?
will you tried your best to find ways to let them survive if you were allowed to?


i saw it with my naked eyes on saturday in MALAYSIA that my own relatives neither did any of the above when their mother/grandma is dying,

and the fact is she is NOT DYING!
she is just dehydrated because she pee and shit regularly without eating proper meals for few days,
she cant walk because she fell down last year.
YES last year!
not even any of her child brings her to the hospital after she fell,

she is sickly in bed,
when the nurse told them to sent my auntie to hospital,
mu uncle scolded her for being inexperiences and insisted putting her on drip
but the nurse cant used drip because she doesnt know what is really going on in her body because of lacked of machine,
my chee bye uncle is being stubborn and refused to sent her to hospital,
i think most probably because they doesnt want my auntie to be a burden,

do you know who is taking of her when she nee to change her diapers?
my uncle, auntie's daughter,
my uncle auntie find that changing diapers is disgustimg,
you can see it on their fucking faces,
ii wondered why humans are so two sided,

i dont give a damn if you guys happened to read this,
you guys are so simple-minded and fucking retarded,

i very sot them now

and my auntie knows that she dying because she talked to the "deities", and "deities" told them that her soul is in hell, and she is 90% dying,
isnt it hilarious?

i was freaking pissed off ,
everyone is crying because they THOUGHT SHE WAS DYING,
my auntie doesnt even want to die,
and their own childeren is asking her to die,

i wondered what is this world becoming to,

now my aunt is perfectly fine because i dont who and which had decided to bring her to hospital again,
doctor said she can even live another 20 years,

New Moon

oh my god, new moon is out in 20th November 2009

na bei mr ding

nowadays i very sot china man,
because i have one customer who is fucking fussy,

the pcb MR DING.
NA BEI NO BALLZ.

ask him go suck the dog's ballz la,

i looked down on you,

you know what he did,
he stalked at my shop and stopped my customer from buying watches,
what a childish act to do,

ask him fuck off from singapore and stays in china to sleep with his cows and pigs la.

wasted one of the space of my blog to post my unhappiness on you,

F4

how i wish all of them are my boyfriends,

adverstiment

whenever i blogged how much i love or miss you,
blogged about how we doing,
we quarrelled the next day,
without failed,

i didnt get my one whole month pay for may yet,
but i getting it on friday,
soon i getting my june's,
i requested it to resume our pay to be banked twice a month instead of once.
my pay got increased
$6 per hour,
because evin is going,
my boss is kinda weird,
he decided not to wind down the shop when he get to know that he need to pay penalty fees,

give me a text or call if anyone wanna work part time with me!
selling watches at THE CENTRAL, CLARKE QUAY.
$6/hr,
$12/hr on ph,
$7.5/hr ot, 8 hrs or more,
but not compulsory you will get the job because you need to undergo interview first.

p/s, i felt fat, very.

ADMIRER

My secret admirer delivered a bouquet of roses for me!
nah, just a joke,
the secret admirer belong to my sis,
as a birthday present for her,
she want me to take photos of the bouquet before it dies.







i know it is blurred but no choice,
i started having Pakison diseases at this age,
nah, another joke again,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ANGIE SIS!

I went to Firefly, yes FIREFLY not DRAGONFLY on saturday for my sister's celebration,
i drank apricot brandy and bailey,
ate chicken wings and asian platter,
FUCKING BAILEY COSTED 30 OVER BUCKS!!!!!!!!!
chicken wings 18 bucks,
yea, i agreed i'm a noob,
went to drink cocktail and eat snacks at pub,
i'm 19 this year and i wasted almost 2 years of my life not going to club and pub,
because i'm shy,
HAHAHAHHAA!
i learnt how to play bluff with dices!
i'm like a kid learning new stuffs,
i love sweet sweet cocktails,
definitely not beers,
because beer belly and bitter,

dont you think ALSTEVE look so kiddy in this photo?
i love the way he holding his smile when i trying to make him laugh,
a 21 years old boy who doesnt looked like 21,
but i look so shit in that photo luhs..............................................................

many things took place,

i behave like i'm pregnant,
ate one bowl of rice and another at 12 plus,
milo almost everyday before sleep,
like that how to lose weight?

YOU TEACH ME LA.

misses and wishes

baby, rayner and i went to fetch alroy at pasir ris.
somehow, he looked nicer in botak.

happy birthday to lim mama!


sunday is father's day,
i wondered dad recieved my message and thoughts to him?

i think of dad on thur night,
how i wished everything was a dream,
without dad, seemed to miss out something,


your irritating disturbance seemed not irrtated at all when you left,
your tummy seemed isnt big when you left,

i cant hear your vroom vroom sound anymore


and i really do miss you,



please let me dream of you and let me know how you are doing,

reality

14-06-2009
TERMINATOR SALVATION

how i wished photos will reflects the reality of the real happiness we have.
我愿意 付出一切交换
我灵魂的另一半

can i?

Randomly,
played majhong and i lost 12.50
i'm noob in everything,

back to blogger because i'm seriously a noob in weebly,

back with alsteve lim,
i dont know why,

i wanna go WWW
Wild Wild Wet,

i wanna shave all my hairs,
i wanna cut my face,
i wanna have fun,
i wanna be that old me,

can i?

might be back.

might be using blogger again
because weebly.com is not that user-friendly,

i think i'm too lousy.
stay tuned.

WEEBLY

CHANGE TO BLACKENED-MASCARAS.WEEBLY.COM

anyone?

i feel like winning my friend's money,
i feel like making my eyes tired,
i feel like singing at the top of my voice ,
i feel like,


mahjong, movie, k-box session anyone?

drag me to hell

finally, i get to watched DRAG ME TO HELL
because i won the preview tickets .

it's not scary just that you will get scared of the sudden reveal of ah ma and Christine brown's screaming.
overall the show is ok.
and i guessed the ending correctly,
sometimes i think i can be a director because i always guessed correctly what will happened next in a movie.
LOL.
BHB.

Goldie said Mrs.Garnush(ah ma) is very tough,
yes, she is very tough

guys, just watch it,
confirm, guarantee plus chop, you will say it funny.

BRING ME TO THE HEAVEN.

fat liar

yes, you alsteve lim,


knnbccb

you are a big fat liar

i hate you

LIES

YOUR LIES ARE THE MOST IRRITATING BUNCH THAT I CANT ACCEPT,

HUG GIRLS RIGHT?
DRINK RIGHT?
INTIMATE WITH GIRLS RIGHT?

WHAT WILL YOU DO IF EVERYTHING HAPPENED ON ME?

FUCK OFF FROM MY LIFE
I FELT SO SILLY TO TRUST YOU OVER AND OVER AGAIN

shisa

Finally, i went to shisa,
with goldie and xiao bai.
we tried the apple and mango flavours ,
cool!
but smoking a cigarette has more "kick" than shisa,
so of course, i would choose cigarette over shisa.

secondly, i gave my phone a beautiful wrap which costed $58
my phone was full of injuries so i decided to sent it for plastic surgery.
all thanks to that someone,
i threw my phone to get his attention
and every of my friend was scolding me of being dumb to throw my own phone rather than using a rock.
LOL.

finally this time, i won in mahjong.
but with chips
for the fun joy and laughter.

i did really enjoyed myself this two days with out you.

somehow, looked like a bull.

i was trying my very best to capture goldie puffing out smoke and finally i did it.

twin.

why do i have freaking small eyes?






kind of candid shot.


and this is how our shisa looked like.

i know i'm a sua gu.

somehow, i'm sicked of all your lies,
this is what you said: i have no more feelings for you.
and i will always remembered that.
starting on now, i will live like how a 19 years old girl's life should be.


我会好好过

l-o-v-e

is me or you?

how to spell l-o-v-e?
any knows?

somehow, i dont know why do l-0-v-e exists.