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I WANT THE FACTS
Friday, December 11, 2009
why do we talk only about money?MONEY MONEY MONEY IS ALL YOU WANT?
THEN WHAT FOR YOU GAVE BIRTH TO ME?
RATHER GAVE BIRTH TO MANY BUNDLES OF MONEY SUA.
NO WONDER YOU WANT ME TO CALL YOU MUMMY
MUMMY MUMMY= MONEY MONEY
TO BE HURTFUL,
THE DAD THAT HE LEFT FOR YOU ARE FOR MY FURTHER STUDIES,
BUT DID I ASK YOU FOR ANY SINGLE CENTS WHEN I WAS TILL STUDYING WHEN DAD LEFT US?
NO I DIDNT,
I PAY FOR MY OWN POCKET MONEY, BILLS, , SHOPPING EVERYTHING!
NOW BECAUSE I DIDNT GAVE YOU MONTH ALLOWANCE YOU SAID I'M UNFILIAL?
GIVE MONEY= FILIAL?
OK, WHEN YOU ARE OLD, I DUMPED YOU INTO OLD FOLK'S AND GAVE YOU $1000 A MONTH.
I'M FUCKING FILIAL OK?
I DIDNT SEE DAD FOR FUCKING 6 MONTHS BEFORE HE DIED.
I RECEIVED A CALL FROM HIM 2 DAYS BEFORE HE DIED.
THAT ALL.
THE LAST TIME I SEE HIM IS THE DAY HE ADMITTED.
AFTER THAT NO MORE.
HE'S GONE FOREVER,
I WANT DAD.
I WANT HIM .
CAN YOU GIVE HIM BACK TO ME NOT?
I PROMISE I WILL BE BACK HOME EARLY AND I WONT TAKE A SINGLE CENTS FOR YOU ANYMORE.
I WILL BE GOOD, NO MORE ARGUING, BE HOME BY 12
I PROMISED.
DAD COME BACK TO MY SIDE PLEASE.
CAN YOU?
DAD WHERE ARE YOU?
CAN YOU HEAR ME NOT?
YOUR AH BEE IS FINDING FOR YOU.
SHE IS WAITING FOR YOU TO FETCH HER BACK
SHE IS LOST WITHOUT YOU.
I WILL BUY YOU YOUR FAV. FOODS EVERYDAY
I WILL LISTEN TO EVERYTHING YOU WANT ME TO DO
WHERE ARE YOU?!!!!!!!!
WHEN EVERYONE IS BUYING PRESENT FOR FATHER'S DAY OR CELEBRATING THEIR FATHER'S BIRTHDAY,
WHERE AM I?
WHAT AM I DOING?
I M FUCKING FAILURE
THINGS WILL NOT TURN OUT THIS WAY IF HE IS STILL ALIVE.
IT DOESN'T MEAN I NEVER TALK ABOUT HIM MEANS I DONT MISS HIM
IT DOESN'T MEAN I DONT LOVE HIM WHEN I DIDNT SHED A SINGLE TEAR AT HIS FUNERAL
I DO I DO I DO OK?
I MISS HIM THAT WHY I DONT WANT TO TALK ABOUT HIM
DO YOU KNOW I WAS HOLDING MY TEARS WHENEVER PEOPLE ASKED ME WHAT HAPPENED?
DO YOU KNOW I YEARN FOR DAD'S PRESENCE WHENEVER YOU GO MALAYSIA OR I WAS ALONE AT HOME?
WHENEVER HE QUARRELLED WITH YOU, HE WILL BE HOME FOR SURE IF YOU GO MALAYSIA, TO ACCOMPANY ME.
NOW I'M ALL ALONE YOU KNOW?
I REALLY REALLY DO MISS DAD.
MUMMY CAN YOU BE MY MUMMY THAT I KNOW?
CAN YOU BE THE USUAL SELF?
I PLEAD YOU/
WHO CAN GIVE ME BACK MY HAPPY FAMILY?
#247
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak; sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go
LADY LUCK PLS
Sunday, December 6, 2009
recently my luck have been changingfrom bad to worst
WA LAO
i was sleeping soundly and i received calls from that CB.
woke me up from my beauty sleep.
i kup, kup, kup ,kup. i even off my phone
he still dont give up.
*good determination ah*
BEST HE CALLED MY HOUSE.
NO WONDER MY LUCK IS NOT WITH ME LA.
NABEI!
HELLO, YOU ARE THE ONE WHO SAY YOU DONT WANT YOUR THINGS BACK WHEN I SAID WANNA GIVE YOU BACK.
NOW YOU WANTED IT ALL BACK
WHAT A GOOD GENTLEMAN YOU ARE.
whatever
女人不记小人过
i dont know why i'm feeling so down nowadays.
i think my menses is coming.
Bike Cleaning
Saturday, December 5, 2009
BIKE CLEANING
we were chit chatting and suddenly we have the urged to help cleaning and polishing Nicholas's sweetie.
the aftermath
i used my nails to scrap off the white dottie paint and now the exhaust goes "bling bling"
p/s pardon me for my unglam photos because this is how i looked normally. bo bian.
my hands ached from carrying stuffs at TWS.
i felt so weak.
MJ-ing later.
WEE U WEE!~~~~~~
never,
Love is a haunting melody
That I have never mastered
That I have never mastered
pcb
Thursday, December 3, 2009
do you know its fucking sad when you are only remembered when people choose to remember you?yes, i'm always the one who people only choose to remember if they still remember me.
whatever.
do i look like a fucking substitution or
a pcb companion?
P/s this post have nothing to do with kim hock.
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i have fun chatting with lynn and nic at lynn's house voideck.
her grandma trying to get her attention using bread but she is still staring in blank when she was young,
a patient in IMH ask her whether she the girl from lesbian.com.
all sort of funny stuffs from her.
it been so long that i feel that contented.
died-hair
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
new dyed hair.
t
he colour look nice in the pic but apart from real life,
my top was much more golden than the roots.
all thanks to my sis, T.T
t
he colour look nice in the pic but apart from real life,
my top was much more golden than the roots.
all thanks to my sis, T.T
and finally, my phone have audio again!