第二个后悔

Its been so long that i came to this space of mine

As we get older and as we experienced different stages of life, we gradually know what we want


#1 never ever date someone younger than you.
You can but defintely not when he is still im his early twenties
Probably when the guys is 28 and u are 32?

Guys tend to think slower and maturity kicks in slower.

Early twenties guys thinks about games, no plans for future(maybe they did but never came true)
Their mentality is so much different compared to a 24 years old girl.
They are insensitive, and never tends to care.

What a 24 years old lady wants?
A guy who can take care of her and shared the same plans as her.
A guys who talks about future and really included her and work towards it

What a 24 years old pregnant girl wants?

Someone who can be more sensitive and 100 percent more care and conxern towards her.
May sounds demanding but she carrying your child for 9 months, woke up with cramping legs, walking with swollen feets, pelvic pain, back pain, cant squat and even have difficulties bending down to pick up a pen.
Just dont know why the guy can think the girl is being crazy again when she cried in pain or being emotional?

I wonder why the guy can be complaining and nagging whole day while taking mrt and seemed like he is not willingly to accompany the pregnant lady to the place she wants?

So many questions and my heart is half dead

爱

我们往往把爱看的太复杂。
其实爱可以很简单

爱你的人往往在我们身边但我们为了寻找完美的他
而忽略一直在身旁默默守护着你的那一个。

爱情不分年龄不分大小不分高矮肥瘦
爱情就是和你心爱的人在一起就够了。

请珍惜眼前所有的。

原来爱真的很简单

what keep me holding on

I just want to be with someone who i can grow old with.
Why is it so difficult?

Can you see you are taking me for granted?
you were so so different co.pared to the first 6 months im with you.

Does it mean i have hurt you for 10 times and you can do it so when i've decided to cherish you?

Am i serving a punishment now?

its feel so awful when you did something and you feel like you are taking granted of?

what keep me holding on?

changing

23岁的我 还在不清楚的情况下不知道自己要什么？

Its time to change my goals and be prepare for a better self

i have gave up trying

I felt like the world is all against me.

men are from venus woman are from mars.

This clearly explains why both women and men can never truly walks into each other's life.

Basically, we are from 2 different planets.

Girls are emotional animals, while guys are insensitive animals.

Oh god why, why cant we humans just live a simple life. With no fights wars arguments obstacles etc?

i know they help us get up stronger.
But do you know, human are lazy animals?
they tried too hard and eventually they gave up trying.

Not because they are lazy, its because we have reached our own limits.

pasts, memories

You never know how im exactly feels right now.

有口无言

I dont feel like im myself recently.

What is urs will be yours.

Sometimes, i feel that Rs is a nuisance
I hate having a rs now

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2013

Its been a long time i came back visiting this lil space of mine.

I doubt i will be coming back often because this space of mine will only contains experiences that makes me stronger. In simple, sad and emo stuffs.

Its 12th june now 00:50am

First half of the year has not been good. I can rather say both good and bad.

I lost the world but i gained the universe.

I broke up with the guy who once i think i will walk the aisle with him.

Love is blind. This is true. 

I couldnt see the bad side of this rs when i was deeply in love with him.

After broke up, i fucking wake up my ideas that we are really from 2 different world.

The breakup was so hurtful, in fact the most hurtful among my past rs. 

Though we are merely together for 9 months. 

It was so hurtful that till now, whenever i think of it. My heart still hurt that much.

Its not the person who you are not over it. Its the memories and pain that i cannot let go of it.

Well, i couldnt said its all his fault. One hand couldn't clap itself. 

What is mine will be mine.

Whatever is not mine will never be mine

I wish you all the best and last long, b!

When you let something go, something good awaits you.