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The saddest thing in the world, is loving someone who used to love you.

You wondered how you’d make it through. I wondered what was wrong with you. Because how could you give your love to someone else, yet share your dreams with me? Sometimes the only thing you’re looking for, is the one thing you can’t see.

Some of us think holding on makes us strong; but sometimes it is letting go.

忽然间 我发现
看不清楚身边的还有谁

爱过的 不爱的都离开我身边


once i fell in love with B, deeply
though we only get to know for a few weeks.
everything was right, i trusted him even though he got contact back with his ex.
i thought his heart was mine, belong to me, we will never break apart.
every good things come to an end.
and he got back to his ex.
he forgot all the promises he told me,
he forgot everything about us.
he was the one who held me up and
he was the one who made me fall.

after B, i get to know this guy a Y.
true, we both like each other but he has a girlfriend.
so we didnt got with each other.

until, i met A.
we were together for almost eleven months.
A gonna do things that what B do.
just that he haven take his action.
the feeling is so strong of A going back to his ex.

am i the one at fault?
or i'm a fucking failure gf who doesnt even let her bf cherish me?

i used to know who you are,
if you ask me now,
my answer to you is, i dont know who you are now.

please do not give me empty promises
because, i know
your heart is still not secure with me.

i got nothing to talks about you now.

either cherish me, leave me or fuck off.

P.S.i didnt quarrelled with him,
i'm just venting out my thoughts and feelings.


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