trying,

after 4 days of cold wars and making fuss out of each others,
we are back again.

but there's something missing between us,
i dont know what is it neither i can describe it.

i wanna get tattoos on back neck and back soon,
it just matter of money,
maybe a cross or crown on my back neck
and my name vertical down on my right side of my whole back.

i dont give a damn about how babbaey disagreed,
i'm gonna get the both of that done,
you wanted to have your whole body filled with tattoos
because you said this is your dream
then why cant i do things that i want?

i always thought our relationship could survive anything as long as we both tried.
But then i found myself having to try to try.