EXAMS!

4 more days to exam,
i have to idea where and how to start revision for CDN.
it like i never attend this lesson regularly,
the teacher sings lullaby instead of teaching,
and i dont even understand a fuck from his teaching.
yes, he did teached but in his own lalala world.

forget it.
not counting on this, just a pass and i'll be glad.

surprisingly, i did revise my MP during work and now.
HA.
because i wanna get an A.

BCM, command of English got to be good and of course the formats.
i wanna get A for this also.
so i have to buck up my "PERFECT" English.
LOLS.

rotting, revising and DOTA-ing at at home for this weeks.
i spend 1/4 time DOTA-ING, 2/4 time with BOYF, half of 1/4 revise and the other ROTTING.
so how am i going to pass my exam?
LOLS.
i'm so lazy to study luh.

i have decided either get myself into RP or get a private Diploma.
not going for higher nitrec.
because i seldom eventually very less going to school now,
so i assumed i'm just wasting another 2 years if i get into another higher nitec course.
i promised and i swear, i wanna get into a school which is more much nearer to my house
not anymore from bus to novena, train to tanah merah, bus to SIMEI.
so tiring.

soometimes, i wished baby is in the same school as me,
i can find him during my break time, ask him to pon tan with me,
eat with him during our breaks and eventually go home together.
i need motivation.
PAPA where's my motivation and determination?