life is fragile

officially not a student anymore.
BYE BYE SIMEI HELLO FUTURE!
definitely, i will miss the days in ITE.

today is the last people
and i just go home not long ago.

i got a sore at my upper eyelid
and i realised , i assumed it's pimples
so i used needles to poke it and squeezed that freaky pus out
but to no avail.
now it's hurt even more.
i think i watched too much porn nowadays
LOLS

someone committed suicide at my house opposite block
and i received message from Yan Ying
YY: someone committed suicide at my block
CWL: NOW? died already?
i know i was mean.
YY: alot of blood very scary,

so i told my mummy and we ran to the window to take a look
blue tent was set up.
so the person was dead,
we started gussing what floor she took to jump down,
and mummy told me that the BLACK CAR(to fetch the body) came at 2.35
MY MUMMY IS POWER OK?
i know she wanted to look at the car plate number but she insisted saying she wasn't
i was freaking tired and i went to sleep.

somehow, i felt pity for the person's family because they only get to know that their child is dead only when that corpse arrived at the hospital.
like how we were get to know when my dad was in coma.

yesterday, you saw her, and today she was gone.

sometimes i wondered if i called my dad on the 9th may 08,
maybe he will still be by my side now.

everything were too late.

i'm fine, people(: