daddy

i really dont know how to understand and get to know a person,

i wondered what if every person is perfect.

yesterday was my dad one year death anniversary,
all the family didnt sleep for the previous night because we were preparing the ceremony throughout,
we played mahjong after finishing folding the incense papers
and finally, i realised happiness comes from gathering,
baby swine(: imitated my mother's action whenever my mum throw the wrong tile or lose,
my two sisters even ah kia liao with him,
mummy treated us macdonald breakfast,
we are all laughing and playing throughout the night,
the ceremony is meant to be a happy one because we are doing something good to dad.

somehow, i miss daddy so much,
sometimes, i wish daddy was with us during the gathering,
he would take the initative to make us laugh,
probably he would even disturb baby swine(:

bay swine(: only sees him once,
the most regretful thing is baby swine(: cant call him uncle anymore,
daddy cant play with his grandchild,
i cant get daddy's scolding whenever i quarrelled with him,
i missed the 50 bucks he gave me,

it's been a year that i sit on the motorbike,
when can i have the chance to ask my dad to stopl playing while driving?

i always love mr.chua