YOU

i wondered why YOU cant appreciated what i bought for YOU,
twice already.
first, i bought the polo which YOU like but YOU only wore it for twice and YOU dumped it into the cupboard and let it to rot.
when i asked YOU why YOU didnt wear it again, YOU said because the materials is not very comfortable.
now, i bought two tees, one for YOU and one for me, and i bought it personally to your house after work
the next day YOU told me it's LAN JIAO tees after YOU heard what the slogan means.

STFU= Shut The Fuck Up(YOURS)
NBCB= Na Bei Chee Bye (Mine)

i thought you will find it rather cute than discriminated it.

i was dishearted when i heard the words LJ from your mouth.
i spent 30 bucks
i need to 3-4 hours selling watches to earn this 30 bucks
i thought you will be happy,
but .......................................................

when i gone crazy , argued and explained to YOU that what the purpose of the tees,
YOU said YOU're are just kidding and hanged up my call when i kbkp with YOU?!

and the most ridiculous was YOU wanted me to say SORRY to YOU because i explained the slogans and made YOU think is very vulgar.

what did YOU said
when i said i wanna have a refund or a change of my tees?

YOU always think that YOU are right,
YOU think i'm always the one GL

what goes around comes around.

what YOU meant in the text doesn't seemed to tally with the words you said.

i'm felt silly, regretted and dishearted of .......................................................

YOU YOU YOU

harsh words break no bones but do break hearts

30.03.2009

finally i have the time to blog,
because baby took up the computer for both weekends):

i watched a show. I.Robot yesterday on channel five
it was freaking amazing and high technology

Everything in that show was soooooooo cooooooooooL
you can choose to drive the car either by manual or by the robot system
even their radios, robots,
everything is commented by using your words.
COOL.

how i wished singapore will have all this in the future.

sometimes, i have the urged to learn hip-hops
HAHA.

i know i will be clumsy like an elephant when i danced because my rythmatic is not very good.


baby is so stressed up nowadays
i feel so useless when i cant even helped when he talk to me about his problems

26.03.09

life as usual,
slacked, worked, chatted, foods, loves.

end work at 6.30pm
chatted with see mianggg till 8.30pm
and off to meet thong ah ying for dinner.

i was surprised that thong ah ying eventually went to central to get a pack of rock candies?
since she can asked me to help me her to purchase it?
she is funny siol!

i can see my bastard baby tomorrow!
he is coming over my house after his chalet and bringing lunch over for me!
SHIT his camp,
why do they have such cohesion?
chalet la, outing la, bbq la, movies la,
baby should do all this with me!

!@#$^&*()_)&%!@#$%^

you only think of me when you finished gambling!
you are smellier than my shitty ass sai,
hahahahahahahahahah

p/s i have flabby fats.......
p/s baby should be gambling now.........
p/s i feel like quarrelling ,
please, anyone wanna quarrelled with me?
no prizes for winner.

25.03.09

internet connection is bersak again!
dota-ing very good,
surfing net, freaking slow.

today work was fine.
chatted with see miang and Isabella alots of stuffs
congrats to see miang for selling her first watch today!

you felt contented when you sold something(:

surprisingly we meet our sales target today!
so happy luhs.!
because we will get price incentive when we hit the total sales target for the whole event.
that is when money money $$$$$$$$$$$ come in.
HAHA

BabyLoves is at chalet now,
i can only see him for half day on friday):
and he is coming to fetch me after work on Saturday!(:

p/s i wondered what is BabyLoves doing now.
must be gambling and drinking now.
off to play dota now.
*YAWNS*

work, shagged and scared

HELLLO>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

managed to find some time to blog because my WATCHES SHOP is having event
so we need to run back and ford between retail and events.
yesterday was the first day and i was freaking tired when displaying the watches
i woke up at 7.45 am and reached shop at 9am
maybe i didnt worked for full shift for a very long time,
last time i "touched" full shift was two years ago, at COFFEE BEAN
but COFFEE BEAN was much more tiring, reached there at 8 am and off work at 11pm -.-

the schedule as following:
Monday: FULL
Tuesday:2.30 to 9.30
Wednesday: FULL
Thursday:11 to 630
Friday: OFF ,AND FINALLY!(:
Saturday: FULL
Sunday: OFF(:

i only can see LIM KIM HOCK that skinny bastard on friday):

quench my thirst please?

i'm freaking thirsty this few days,
thirsty till i wanna die of dehydration
so i have been finding ways on net to quench my THIRST-INESS
because of the ............................

i got to drank water for every 10 mins or so because it is really very thirsty.
therefore i have to go to toilet 1-2 hours or so.

i think i drink more than 8 glasses of water now,
see my pee pee and you will know.


nobody will knows that i pee before because my pee pee is almost like water
no yellowish colour ok?
it's transparent LARHSSSSSSSS

baby is in camp and i'm playing his favourite dota ,
baby if you happened to read this,


nah, this for you:
















SERVE YOU RIGHT! NO DOTA FOR YOU! BLEAHXZ











i know i'm mean. HAHA

just a random day

i played mahjong with baby on monday and today
he lost all his capital to me.
HAHA.

accompanied mum and sisterS to do their eyebrow embroidery at the building next to PARK MALL
after that went to meet Jasmine and Wenqi for Carin's birthday present
after a long discussion and walk, we finally found something that is suitable for her.

i will be meeting them and my secondary school cliques on SATURDAY
we might be going BALCONY to drink.
i'm legal 18 already in fact i'm 19 this year
and this only my 2nd going for a drink

i'm considered a mountain turtle
because i have a possessive boyf who doesn't allow me to do this and that.
but i still love him no matter what.
*SHY*

bangladesh ruins my world

i hate Bangladesh because they loved to bargain,
they thought singapore is their fleas market.
slashing price like they are slashing the chicken head

watches sold at $272.90 after 25% which is $205.6
and they want it only if the price go down to $150?
FREAKING RIDICULOUS RIGHT?

i think i should recommend them to bugis, there is shop selling each at $10.

another one which is freaking cheebye,
there was once the watch costed $122.5
and the ninabei blacky want it bargain to $120
shit him,
tell me how to key $120 to the system?
our calculation is all pre-calculated
they think mine is those pasar malam cashier
which allowed them to change the price freely.

ask them go home and suck their cow balls la.
and their scent is POWWWWWEEEEEEEEEEERRRRRRFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUULLLLLLL.
freaking smelly coconut oils or whatsoever flowers,
i used up half of the air refresher the moment they stepped out the shop.

i rather died of the chemicals from than air refresher than breathing in their coconut scent.

there was one, i was on bus 851 ,
this bus is popular full of BLACKIES
because it will passed little india station,
almost all the Chineses covered the mouth and nose with tissues, handkerchiefs, newspapers, diapers(LOL) or just anything they could find
because the smell is unbearable.
imagine yourself enclosed in a tiny air-tight room with 10 BLACKIES surronding you,
trying to seduce you with their~ POW-DER-FULLL~ smell
i think i will wish god will kill me straight away or hope that a ghost will scared the wit out of me and let me die.

p/s i freaking tired now.
and baby said that he might have to stay in for 2 weeks):
saddening case full of sheeeds.

time ticked but it still pass very fast

S.H.E - Wu yue tian -





came across this song when i was working.
this song was introduced by huishian, i think.
and we kept singing and singing when we had memorized the lyrics.
once, i sang it in august 2007
candy was like ,"八月liao，还在唱五月天？"
LOLS

this song make me remind of many many things,
Barney, the lifes during first year of ite,
when everyone is still whining when ITE's LIFE will passed faster, blahs blahs blahs

SEE ,HOW TIME PASSED?
time ticked but it go on and on without failed end even faster
I'M NOT STUDYING IN SIMEI ANYMORE.

life

life have been wonderful
if there's no money's issues.

i almost finished Stephanie Meyer's NEW MOON during work from 11am-6pm.
i just carry on reading and reading,
stopped only when i wanna pee, eat and customer in.
power CWL.(:

friday is class bbq
and seriously, i dont feel like going.
i dont know the reason either.

Saturday i'm going out with my secondary school mates to celebrate cairn's birthday,
it's been ages that i last seen them.
i wanna know what they do in poly.

somehow, i regretted not studying well during my O's
i only PASSED 2 credits which is ART and CHINESE
only, maybe less than 5 in the EXPRESS stream went to ITE
and i'm one of them
i'm not looking down on ITE
just that when you sees your friend graduating and preparing to persuade their next goals like, university, private degree blahs blahs,
i'm still on the track of getting into poly(maybe?)
i dont like the feeling of being left behind.

i just hope my GPA get a lil bit higher for this exam
and RP will pity and accept me.

if not, i will strat from scratch and find a well-paid full time job and starts saving money.

i felt so restless LARH.

LIM KIMHOCK ONLY KNOWS HOW TO MAKE ME ANGRY
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

i hate sores

MY SORE IS GETTING BIGGER AND SWOLLEN

HOW TO GO PRAWNING AND CHALET TOMORROW?

I'M FREAKING FUGGLY NOW AND THE SORE MAKES ME LOOK MORE FUCKING FUGGLY.

i have small and big eye now.

@#$%&^&*^%$#@!@

life is fragile

officially not a student anymore.
BYE BYE SIMEI HELLO FUTURE!
definitely, i will miss the days in ITE.

today is the last people
and i just go home not long ago.

i got a sore at my upper eyelid
and i realised , i assumed it's pimples
so i used needles to poke it and squeezed that freaky pus out
but to no avail.
now it's hurt even more.
i think i watched too much porn nowadays
LOLS

someone committed suicide at my house opposite block
and i received message from Yan Ying
YY: someone committed suicide at my block
CWL: NOW? died already?
i know i was mean.
YY: alot of blood very scary,

so i told my mummy and we ran to the window to take a look
blue tent was set up.
so the person was dead,
we started gussing what floor she took to jump down,
and mummy told me that the BLACK CAR(to fetch the body) came at 2.35
MY MUMMY IS POWER OK?
i know she wanted to look at the car plate number but she insisted saying she wasn't
i was freaking tired and i went to sleep.

somehow, i felt pity for the person's family because they only get to know that their child is dead only when that corpse arrived at the hospital.
like how we were get to know when my dad was in coma.

yesterday, you saw her, and today she was gone.

sometimes i wondered if i called my dad on the 9th may 08,
maybe he will still be by my side now.

everything were too late.

i'm fine, people(:

HAPPY lil things

finally i'm left with the last paper. MATERIAL PLANNING
actually CDN is very easy if you did studied.
for me, i have done alot of careless mistakes,
so i dont think i will get quite high marks.
LOLS

luckily i did went study with vonker,
because the calculation part which i asked her to teach me came out.
i'm so so happy , you know?

what does AMS and CSI stand?

answer: Advance Manifest System and Container Security Initiative

FUCK
FUCK
CB ME

i wrote Anti Manifese(what the hell is this word) System and Container Security Insurance

NB

6 marks you know?
damn stupid careless mistakes

and the most happiest thing was i lost 1.5KG
HAHAHA
but why do people say i'm still look the same?

p/s a friend messaged me today(:

outing

6th March

i dont know how baby carried the brownies and it smudge.):

met up with baby and had RI BEN CHUN.
after that went to have my m)phosis slippers
and i went to POSH to have my customised brownies
their brownies is superb!
they are not hard as cookies
and not soft like cakes
they are BROWNIES!
they are very chewy.
BROWNIES should be chewy de what.
haha.


i loved baby's frying prawn.
though i'm allergic to prawn but i still hiong my way through.
luckily, my face is still detected at night.

whenever i eat prawns or crabs,
my face started to grew mosquitoes bites.
but it only started one to two years back.
but i still eat whenever i can.
HAHA.
once, my WHOLE face was swollen.
DAD gave me cream to apply but still no avail.
i just let it go away itself.

baby's standard pose.

i was freaking pissed and embarrassed because of baby's stupid act.
let me ask you: if you have a packet of chilli, those that you hand packed it,
you decided to open and dipped it with your favourite snack, how will you open it?.
1) bite a hole and squeeze the chilli out
2)untie the string and pour the chilli over your snacks
3)put the packet of chilli inside the bag of snack and squeeze it .

stupid baby chose 3!ARGH
was waiting for my tutu kuehs to be made and BOMB!
i was stunned at first because i thought baby was trying to scared me.
to my surprise, i have chilli all over my WHITE shirt.
people in front of me kana too.
the guy in front told baby,你赢le lor.
the girl in front of the girl whined, "someone poured chilli on me"
while me, "@$$%%# what the fucked are you doing?"
baby was shocked and he apologising to the peoples.
and i was forced to leave my tutu kuehs and went to the toilet to clean myself up.
the chilli stinks, smelled like rotten fish.
the chilli was actually to dip with the fried fish sticks(those malays stalls at pasar malam have it)
everybody was looking at my beautiful stained piece of art on my body when i'm going home.

tag replied

TAG REPLIED.
to passerby: 124.197.64.101
thanks for your concern
JUST SCRAM AND FUCK OFF LA. he hold her hands is our taiji. even he fucked her also none of your business.



to mong: i see, so you taking architecture ?

which one?

LONG CHAMP INSPIRED
RAINBOW CRAZE

MY FREAKING GOD
which one should i get?

baby baby, buy me both alright?
and i will love you till death.
HAHA

but is freaking ex.
one is 26.90
the other one is 36.90

but i prefer the rainbow craze.
so cute and STYLE.
HAHA

P/S gonna go sheed now.
just sheed-ed finish.
i'm meeting baby for sushi buffet in the afternoon.
(:
but my tongue piercing is gone.
closed. ):

EXAMS!

4 more days to exam,
i have to idea where and how to start revision for CDN.
it like i never attend this lesson regularly,
the teacher sings lullaby instead of teaching,
and i dont even understand a fuck from his teaching.
yes, he did teached but in his own lalala world.

forget it.
not counting on this, just a pass and i'll be glad.

surprisingly, i did revise my MP during work and now.
HA.
because i wanna get an A.

BCM, command of English got to be good and of course the formats.
i wanna get A for this also.
so i have to buck up my "PERFECT" English.
LOLS.

rotting, revising and DOTA-ing at at home for this weeks.
i spend 1/4 time DOTA-ING, 2/4 time with BOYF, half of 1/4 revise and the other ROTTING.
so how am i going to pass my exam?
LOLS.
i'm so lazy to study luh.

i have decided either get myself into RP or get a private Diploma.
not going for higher nitrec.
because i seldom eventually very less going to school now,
so i assumed i'm just wasting another 2 years if i get into another higher nitec course.
i promised and i swear, i wanna get into a school which is more much nearer to my house
not anymore from bus to novena, train to tanah merah, bus to SIMEI.
so tiring.

soometimes, i wished baby is in the same school as me,
i can find him during my break time, ask him to pon tan with me,
eat with him during our breaks and eventually go home together.
i need motivation.
PAPA where's my motivation and determination?

noob and TCSOBB

i'm so noob in dota.
i kill one and died 13 times.
FREAK.

i gonna quit dota soon




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watched THE CURIOS CASE OF BENJAMIN BUTTON with baby,
the show lasted for around 2.5-3 hours
overall is a nice show.

check out HERE if you wanna know more details of the sTOry.

when i first introduced the name of this movie to baby,
" baby, i wanna watch THE CURIOS CASE OF BENJAMIN BUTTON leh"
baby was like " WHAT? you wanna watch COOKIES and the BUTTER"?
because i was saying in such a way that baby cant catch what i am saying.
*LAUGH*

do you know
BRAD PITT IS FREAKING ABSOLUTELY HANDSOME?

Lips of an angel

out of a sudden, i got the urged to listen to Hinder "Lips of an Angel"
this song was introduced by JY.
i felt disgusted when i heard this song at first because the man who sing this has a very husky voice and he looked gay in the video.
i saw that video in James' PSP i think.
so either one of them told me that this song is about this guy having two-timing.
his girlfriend in his room while he was talking to the other girl in the other room.
or perhaps, i think, that the girl has a bf too.

that why the lyrics goes,
"Honey why you calling me so late
It's kinda hard to talk right now
Honey why you crying is everything okay
I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud"

"It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And yes I dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me
Will it start a fight"

blah blah blah.

and the lips of an angel is referring to the other girl.LOLS

blah blah blah.

overall is a nice and sad song.

that song is on my blog now.
have a good time listening!(:

i cant find the videos on you tube but you might want to click on THIS

to watch it so that you have the clearer view of this song.

Honey why you calling me so late
It's kinda hard to talk right now
Honey why you crying is everything okay
I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud

Well, my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
Let her die never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And yes I dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me
Will it start a fight
No I don't think she has a clue
Well my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
Let her die never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
Let her die and never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
Never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
Honey why you calling me so late

memories

i feel like hiding in a corner and cry my lungs out,
i wanna go to a quiet place and squeeze all my brain juice and think thoroughly,
i wanna go on a long journey and comes back only when people forgets me.


i read U magazine and there's such technology to erase unwanted memories.
if can, i wanted to erase all my memories,
those unwanted memories.

遗憾

当一个人付出的越多，他想的到的也越多

别在乎人家的想法，重要的是你自己。

你趁经拥有过。为什么还会遗憾呢？

dota loves

baby is sleeping like a pig now.
we didnt go anywhere today,
supposed to go PS to have my m)phosis slippers but baby said he will buy if for me when he got his GST offset.
LOL
but on one condition, i have to pay 7.30 because it costed 17.30
because the reason baby gave was, buying slippers for GirlFriend and she will run away.

it's true la,
he gave me one pair last year and i almost ......
i gave him havianas during his birthday and he almost .......

finally my connection is working,
i stayed home to fixed it because it lagged when i played dota,
i can save money on going to lan shop!

*laughs*

baby is snoring with his mouth open, *opps*
and i'm off to play my dota(:

nights peeps!
2.29am