Saturday, January 31, 2009

BAK KUAs

I CANT TALK TO ANYONE NOW
DOWN WITH THROAT INFECTION.
NO VOICE FOR ME TO SCREAM , YELL AND TALKS..


i hate BAK KUAs to the core now.

Friday, January 30, 2009

throat infection

SHIT THE DOCTOR,
the medicines that he given me doesnt seemed to work at all,
now i have no voice,
babbaey said i have a SEXY voice now,
my throat hurts even more.
NA BEI.

must be the ba kuas' faults too.
keep tempting me when i even say NO to it.
LOLs.


baby just got his haircut




see his skinny thighs



guys let me show you shermin's baby.
so cute lorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
she loved kicking and punching her fists and legs in the hair.
she poo poo and wee wee on the bed while shermin changed a new diaper for her.





DO YOU WANT TO EAT?

her umbilical cord (wondered i spelled correctly)

(:

i did played mahjong with alroy, see miang and babbaey.
i lost 3 bucks while babbaey lost 4 bucks.
i'm still a loser in mahjong because i dont know much about it.
shall played it on Saturday night if nobody disagreed
anyway, my winning is my winning, my lost is babbaey's lost.
(:

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

我们的爱

i happened to hear this song in

大喜事


我们的爱


手交给你 一生交给你

在你眼里 看见我自己

直到白头 谁都不会离弃

永恒看得见 幸福在心底

牵你手心 相伴一世纪

我会永远 承诺保护你

直到我们 连皱纹都老去

也会让你开心不哭泣

我们的爱没有四季 每一分钟都二十五度C

我们的爱今生不渝 天涯海角也都会有痕迹

我们的爱心有默契 不管是谁会先停止呼吸

Ave Maria

手交给你 一生交给你

在你眼里 看见我自己

直到白头 谁都不会离弃

也会让你开心不哭泣

我们的爱没有四季 每一分钟都二十五度C

我们的爱今生不渝 天涯海角也都会有痕迹

我们的爱心有默契 不管是谁会先停止呼吸

Ave Maria

让我看仔细 永远不要忘记

所有好心情 坏脾气 苦与乐 都珍惜

我们的爱没有四季 每一分钟都二十五度C

我们的爱今生不渝 天涯海角也都会有痕迹

我们的爱心有默契 不管是谁会先停止呼吸

Ave Maria

我们的爱没有四季 每一分钟都二十五度C

我们的爱今生不渝 天涯海角也都会有痕迹

我们的爱心有默契 不管是谁会先停止呼吸

Ave Maria

Ave Maria

babbaey and i fell in love with this song and we decided to download it
but too bad, i cant find it only the MV.
ENJOY!

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

happy moo year!

finally i recovered from my fuggly illness,
still left with some phlegm.
shit me,
this morning i still tell mama that surprisingly this time round, i dont have coughing
and now i'm coughing all the way through.
babbaey is very good, he take care of me, he cooked porridge for me.
he even ran to the clinic for me to check whether it's open in the morning


watched THE WEDDING GAME today,
4/5 stars,
quite a nice show,
somehow the storyline read like 浪漫满屋,
they were forced to pretend as couple and get married with each other,
in the end they really fall in love with each other.

i liked the part where Christopher ran towards the bus where he thought Fann was in
but Fann was actually running behind him asking where's he going.
LOL.





the porridge the babbaey cooked,


MOO MOO DAY ONE




MOO MOO DAY TWO
Hagen-daz ice creamsee the small little circled in red? she almost grabbed babbaey's leg when he walked past her.


PONYO

GUYS, the one below is super gross, because this is to prove that i'm really sick.
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my phelgm which has blood in it.
throat infection.

hehe.
CWL is very GROSS RIGHT?


HAPPY MOO MOO YEAR!
















Monday, January 26, 2009

CNY DAY 1

I'M NOT HAPPY.
I SHED TEARS ON CNY
I ONLY GOT $124 DROM MY RELATIVES' SIDE.
SOME ONLY GAVE $2
MY AH GONG STILL THE BEST, $40
HE GOT MANY GRANDCHILDREN SO CANT BLAME HIM.


GOD OF FORTUNE,
I WANT MONEY.
CAN YOU HEAR THAT???????!!!!!!!!

I'M NOT SCOLDING ANY VULGARITIES TODAY
BECAUSE IS CNY DAY ONE

BUT I JUST SAY C**** B*** TO BABBAEY
BECAUSE HE MAKE ME SUPER BUAY SONG.

Sunday, January 25, 2009

still sick

i'm still down with fever lor
38.4 lorrrrrrrr

shermin gave birth already!
CONGRATULATIONS!

Saturday, January 24, 2009

SICK











CWL is down with fever, headache and sore throat.
DAMN.
i hated it especially i'm sick during new year,
i cant eat BAK KUA-ssss
so sad.

my fever went up to 39.4 and i was forced to drink some alikuku super bitter tea.
may called me 小丸子 because my face was super red

but i felt better after the steamboat,
jiefu said i'm well because babbaey is here.
(:




Friday, January 23, 2009

chinatown and babies

went to chinatown today with babbaey to buy new year goddies.
i bought a bag of muah chees and jellies which costed me fucking 20 bucks.
i bluffed mummy that it costed me only 15 bucks.

after that i went round the singapore to distribute the clothes
fist orchard then to great world
actually i only went to 2 places.
HAHA.

babbaey is very good today,
he helped me in the washing of my house fans,
*clap clap*

now he is taking photo shoot of our couple rings.
because thong ah ying want me to upload it.

thong yan ying, here the photos.
quick, make a baby for me to play.
i want be baby's the gan-mama

oh my, shermin is going to induced labour today,
pray she have a smooth delivery,
PUSH SHERMIN PUSH.
i support you mentally!

Thursday, January 22, 2009

mum to be or not to be?

it gotta be a long post
because i'm ranting out from the bottom of my ass to my mouth

mummy would complained that she is out of cash no matter what
even when daddy's around,
she still complained though dad has gone.

i wondered where did she spent all the money to,
dad left a sum of money to her ,
she is the richest among the family now.
but still, she complained she dont have the money to spent over new year.

i always advised her to cut the the spending on buying toto and 4d
she can spend up to 100 over bucks each time.

sometimes, she will whined about uncle should gave her money because we dont have daddy now,
sis should increased her monthly allowance, blahs blahs blahs.

sometimes, i feel pity of her
sometimes, i think she is too much.

now, i use my own money to work, play and study.
i am not extra burden to you anymore
but why are you whining and complaining you dont have money to spend?

you are my mother,
like there was once, you said you will paid for my braces
but the next moment you denied.
okay, nevermind. i'm fine with it.

but why?
mum, all i can said that is you changed.
changed to become more defensive and possessive towards money's issues.

i'm not calculative with you
but you seemed to be calculative single cents with everyone.

sometimes, we are utterly disappointed with you.

though dad is gone,
sometimes, you will still whined about you regretted married to dad blahs blahs blahs.

liked,
when dad just passed away,
one of the will was written that me, angie and may will get $15,000 each
but you get none.

so we decided to get $5000 each out to sub as utility bills

but when the will turned out to be mum, angie and may get $15,000 each
and i was left none,
sis agreed to give me $5000 each
angie and may also tried to persuae you to give $5000 out to me and we daughters forked out $5000 each for utilty bills
your replied was, why must i use my own money to pay for utility bills?

i was stunned.
i'm not sad that i cant get my share
i'm sad that you are so calculative

in the end, you won.
sisters forked out $5000 each for utility bills and you are left with $15,000 untouched.
and i was left none.



nvm.
i will be independent and live with whatever i have with me.
i wont used any single cents from you anymore

tattoos

EDITED

i dreamt.....

i dreamt i went to have my both legs and back tattooed

cool siol!

i will not be going to school till 30th JAN

i'm going malaysia from 26th till 29th
guys need anything tell me alright?

tomorrow i will be going chinatown with babbaey to get 我和他家的年货
though we are not able to give angbaos but mummy said is better to get some 年货
saturday we are having steamboat and foods to pay respect(pray) to my daddy.

no angbaos from daddy
no jokes and atmosphere

i dont feel like going over to my grandfather's house for reunion dinner
without daddy is not called reunion.
i think the relatives there dont even acknowledge my mummy as one of the family.
whatever.

hope them SWAY for their whole life.

i mean, i'm bitch i'm bad.
you guys dont understand how i feel.

i saw someone who looked like daddy on bus 54.
just that the person is older.
(:

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

which one?

CWL is thrilled over the starhub $100 voucher
the voucher valid till 21st FEB
so i gotta get a new phone within one month from now.

samsung F480, SE phonesor an iPhone?
which one should i get?

guys any comments?

i wanna get a touch screen with flash light and best , WIFI features phone.

EDITED POST.

just got home from babbaey's house.
we chatted about each other's past
like why he broke up with his ex-es,
how he lost his job at long beach,
why i didnt got back with zy, blahs blahs blahs,

we even discussed which of his ex-es is the prettiest.
BULL SHIT right?

people tend to tell me that it is better not to know your bf/gf's pasts too well as it might somehow affected you,
but to me i feel that i should know so that i know what happened and i might not done the same mistakes?

okay whatever,
i'm just being KAYPO la.

终于我可以放下心中的那块大石头了


my sister said, she might sponsored me my braces.
YES!
yes, i have crooked teeth.
you might see me in braces within this year!

NA NA NA



suddenly i have the urged to cut cyndi's hairstyle.
such a catchy song.
enjoy!

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

thank you; random

guys,thank you.
those who clicked on the advertisements.
THANK YOU
continue clicking if you see different ads or either you are using a different computer.
i earned $1.60.
HAHAA
but i can get my cheque only i get $50.
please.........

sheed.
i made alotssssssssss of carelesssssssss mistakessssss during my MP CA2 today.
*sigh*

new year is coming and i seriously broke.
anyway i wont be celebrating new year either because of my dad's issue.
might be visiting grandfather during new year and shoooooooooooooooo,
and i off to malaysia with mummy and might be babbaey.

i saw a ah siao in mrt today while on my way to city hall to meet candy they all.
i was concentrating on my revision whereby the ah siao opposite was talking on the phone and tapping her heels at the same time
as if she could dance a memorable tip-tap dance :S
a girl gave her a -very irritated- face and she still tapped like nobody business.
when the train stopped at dhoby
she got up and stomped her heels hard against the floor and there is goes,"THUMP"
and everyone got stunned and shocked.
so i pretend to go back to my revision and treated it as nobody's business.
SHIT HER.
she SCARED me
FUCK her for her pinkish-purple lipstick
whatever,

my brain reminded me someone today when i was on the way to school.
i felt so unfaithful to babbaey):

Monday, January 19, 2009

life's issue.

supposed to went chinatown today
but babbaey dont wanna accompany me.

so we went PASTAMANIA to have pastas,
TOY'R'US and played dota again.

we are always wasting money on dota
and today outing costed me 50 bucks.

went to find ah heng after that with see miang.

somehow, i have the urged to study another higher nitec course again
because i dont want to work.
studying is the best way to escape a full time job.

but without full time job, i wont be seeing a thousand number in my bank.














i looked so kns in this picture.

tango flamingo boy



our -so old school- looks
i loved this boy of mine(:

Saturday, January 17, 2009

trying,

after 4 days of cold wars and making fuss out of each others,
we are back again.

but there's something missing between us,
i dont know what is it neither i can describe it.

i wanna get tattoos on back neck and back soon,
it just matter of money,
maybe a cross or crown on my back neck
and my name vertical down on my right side of my whole back.

i dont give a damn about how babbaey disagreed,
i'm gonna get the both of that done,
you wanted to have your whole body filled with tattoos
because you said this is your dream
then why cant i do things that i want?

i always thought our relationship could survive anything as long as we both tried.
But then i found myself having to try to try.

babies..

你好!唐禹哲出新专辑了!
do support him okay?

he's super duper handsome...
if babbaey if that handsome.....
wooooooo



baolin's baby is really very cute.
me and babbaey love him to the max.

below are some of baby ryan photos.
ENJOY!
(:















yes, i stole this photos from baolin's friendster.
too irresistible .
(x

babbaey in camp now,
and he chatted with me on tagboard.
wondered will he see ghost tonight.
definitely he will pee in his pants if he see one.

-i know i'm bad-