someone's true love

LOVE.
its just weird. yes, im using the word "weird"

this moment, you can feel that the person is deeply in love with you,
the next moment, you feel that the person doesnt love you anymore


and what the person do,affects you as well.
regardless is he/she is happy or sad,
it just affects you deeply.

the past and memories are the worst things in life.
it can haunt you for a lifetime.

but the problem relies on you,
to forget the past and create a new memories
or to be haunted by the past and forsake your chance to create new memories.

i wanted to be someone's else true love,
who is willing to give me the chance to prove it?

i want someone who i can balance my love and trust between us.
i want someone who is willing to open the door and let me stay in his heart.
i want to be someone's new memories,
i want you and my heart to be linked,
i want to part of your life,

but where are you?