i wish, i wish

it will be another new year for everybody in 2 hours time,
which mean LOVES have another one year of army life.
he is counting down and telling me plans afther his ORD.
i wondered we can last that long,*opps*

went to shokudo,

ate salmon and egg rice bowl, miso soup, iced apple vinegar, crepe ice cream, cheese cakes, sashimi, many many more,

three tables, 9 of us.

all the tables were filled with foods.

$285.2 for 9 persons.

executive's treat,
THANKS KYLIE!

met LOVES after that,
played dota again.
yes,we had been wasting money on dotas
3 games, i won one.

LOVES is whining
because he had sun burn all over his back.
serve him right for not applying sun-tan lotion.

*i know i'm a bad girlfriend*
but i did applied lotion for him.

he looked like a roasted pig now.
no, should be roasted monkey.
HAHAHA

baby, i wanna go eat shokudo on valentine day.
you should know what i want.
HEHE.


i wished for more money to be credit in my bank
i wished LOVES to care more for me,
i wished the people around me to be in great health,
i wished *no more additional stuffs* from LOVES

i wished, i wished, i wished.

so many wishes

will it be granted?

diary

holidays are ending.
it ended so fast.

yesterday was alroy's birthday
we went to RI BEN CHUN to have sushi with LOVES, alroy and see miang
two rounds of of dota after shermin and kim poh came.
3 vs 3
G vs B
and the girls team lost.
watched IP man after that.
yes, me and LOVES watched it for the second times.

going yo have year end lunch with TIMEWATCH colleagues at shoduko restaurant tomorrow.
i'm allowed to wear casual to work tomorrow!

LOVES is going sentosa with his army friends
and we made jelly today.
though is not very QQ,
it's still tasted alrights.

should i get the long champ's bag which i saw it in janice's friendster?
at first, i though it wasnt nice.
but now, i find it quite attracting
HAHA.

sister is going for europe for honeymoon
so i might asked her to bring one back for me.


*such a boring post today*

):

i love you

your my strength
your my weakness
you break my heart
then you put it back together
you talk to me for hours
then stop for a month
i wait for you
you sometimes come
all i'm trying to say is
you leave me crying
but i love you anyway

show

the time read 5.04am and i'm still widely awake!
because i'm addicted to another drama.


it's sooooooooooooooo nice.

actually i finished 黑糖玛奇朵
and i thought xiao jie was really cute,
but now, i find that wang zi is better in 黑糖群侠传

i really find his picture of him super duper handsome.

and the girl, xiao xun is real pretty.

she is the girl on the left.

how i wished i'm as pretty as her,
if not, half of her prettiness will do.

but it's so impossible.

and i wished my wedding photos shoot to have one of this.

awww. i'm going back to my show now.
LOVES is tao-baoing macdonald breakfast for me later.
HEHE

BOO

LOVES went to pub without telling me.
fuck him.
hope his balls dropeed,
wished his birdx2 rot

I HATE YOU I HATE YOU.
now you are having guard duty, i shall go out with my friends.
yes i'm revengeful
because i'm SCORPIO.
dont forget i have a scorpion on me.
i will bite,
i stings.

*STING*

but i still love you.

yes, we gonna break our records of not quarrelling everydays!

我愛你一頁又再一頁
翻不完你我的夏天
兩人邊跳邊走的季節
乾乾淨淨的畫面
我愛你愛得不知不覺

random

awww~~~~
my computer is freaking lag
must be due to some reasons.
LOVES should know very well of what is happening.
HAHA.

i was sleeping soundly yesterday night
and LOVES woke me up by asking, " bee, what's your computer's password"
and i replied,"12345"
eventually he believed it and tried it until he pek chey.
and he asked me again so i tell him the truth.
so bad of me right?
seriously i had no idea or memories that he asked me this.
he told me this morning

LOVES have become more and more like mr nice.
all he did was smiling and playing with me when i did the most ridiculous things to him.
HAHA
make me feel so guilty of disturbing him

GOOD GOOD KEEP IT UP!

poor LOVES,
he gonna worked from 7am till sun 8am
but of course, in between there's break for him la.
and he gonna accompany me from 28th Dec till 2nd Jan 2009

CWL is getting fatter and fatter each day
whereas LOVES is getting Skinner

*SIGH*

CHRISTMAS

all i want for christmas is my two front teeth, two front teeth ~~~~~



MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!



i worked till 10.30pm.
you know why?
supposed to knock off at 9.30pm.
the money was stuck inside the cashier drawer.
i was counting the money over and over again, but it still doesnt tally.
150 bucks , you know?!

i almost cried. i called LOVES and he come down to help me.
so clever of him and he managed to "rescued" the money.

another thing, there was this cute lil chubby boy come in to my shop and asked," how much is your watches, is it all the same price?"
i told him we had 25% store wide discount and he was mumbling." oh, 25% discount" all the way to the door.
he came back after that crying, saying his mummy was missing.
so i decided to be the good "auntie" and started comforting saying his mummy will be back.
his replied was, " i'm not local, i'm from malaysian" amd he sarted crying again.
so i passed him the phone and his mummy came back after that.

so cute of him(:



after that, me and LOVES went home together to eat steamboat with see miang and alroy.
we were having so much fun chatting each other's shameless and funny stuffs.

i loved the way how friends or family gathered around a table started chatting our lungs out.

HAHA

and, thanks to the peeps who sent me christmas wishes!

爱

我们的爱,这辈子也许就等这一次.我是玮菱,十八岁.从现在开始,我会用尽全部的力来爱你

我们的爱,这辈子也许就等这一次.我是金福,二十岁.从现在开始,我会用尽全部的力来爱你

love faded?

萧闳仁 - 原来你就在我身边 KTV

在太阳下我们等了好久的车
让时间拉长了影子
也许我们一直是很好的朋友
你也是这样想吗
常常不知所措的想
好想跟你好好说话
我们的世界可能有时差
真的感受你对我好
而我也都知道
很想大声的说我很想念
你 原来在我身边
我 却一直没发现
想 在一起的画面
瞬间胜过永远
我 会陪在你身边
梦 会实现在这个季节
我看着你看着
原来你在我身边
在太阳下我们等了好久的车 Hey
也许我们一直是很好的朋友 Yeah
你在我身边 在我身边

NO NO i dint quarelled with LIM KIM HOCK.
just feel abit emo now.
he asked me today, 两个人要怎样才会开心?
and i gave him answer like, a couple should be honest with each others, be understandable, give in and take.
and he said, no, i dont want this answer.

think he grew up a lil.

i can see that he started giving in to me.
liked yesterday, i was throwing tantrum about IP Man because there was once, i wanted to watch QUARANTINE and in the end he said he wanna played dota.
we got a tiffs after that.
i was wondering why must i committed to him when he want to do his way and why cant he committed to me when i want my ways?
and i gave him a face and we argued a lil before the movie.
and he started saying saying sorry to me after i kept quiet for a period of time.

i'm happy that he started changing.
i wanted this all along but
my heart felt the other way.

why?

Stay with Me - EVAN YO

LOVES introduced this song to me.

月光离开夜
钢琴键离开了指尖
小提琴离开了音乐
泪水离开眼
五线谱离开了和弦
我却离不开你的画面
找遍世界
想找一种永远
在你周围 想留住时间
Stay With Me
留你在我身边
把眼泪埋进我胸前
把一切抛弃在后面
Stay With Me
不准让你走远
你是这个世界
唯一相信的不变
夕阳离开街
十二点离开了昨天
偶像剧离开了配乐
听你的誓言
像音符弹奏在耳边
我们的爱没有完结篇
找遍世界
想找一种永远
在你周围 想留住时间
Stay With Me
留你在我身边
把勇气放进心里面
把一切不可能实现
Stay With Me
不准让你走远
世界那么善变
爱是唯一的不变
Stay With Me
留你在我身边
把勇气放进心里面
把一切不可能实现
Stay With Me
不准让你走远
世界那么善变
爱是唯一的不变
你是这个世界
唯一相信的不变 oh~~

test

i came across this test in ah mong's brother's blog

Disorder	Your Score
Major Depression:	Slight
Dysthymia:	Slight-Moderate
Bipolar Disorder:	Slight
Cyclothymia:	Slight-Moderate
Seasonal Affective Disorder:	Very High
Postpartum Depression:	N/A
Take the Depression Test

not the movie i want

-edited post-

i dont want to watch IP MAN.

you think you wear army uniform very handsome meh?
so smelly, so unglam.

you win already lor

--------------------------------------------------------------------

i surrendered.
IP MAN --------------------> POWER!

loads of fighting scenes.
actually it's a movie teaching/saying how YE WEN ( the main lead's name in movie) wins the battle with the japanese when they invaded china.
YE WEN is good in yong chun QUAN.
i loved this part where the japanese commandor offered the chinese to have a fight with the japenese and they were allowed get a packet of rice in return if the defeat one contestant.

YE WEN said, i want ten peoples!

WOAH. he gonna fight with ten peoples at once
and yes, he defeated.
he fighted not because of the rice, it's because of .................................

so nice.
guys watched it.
that not cool if i tell you everything.
HAHA

YE WEN is the master of bruce lee,
if you dont know this.

should i closed the hole in my tonuge?
i didnt wear studs for two days already.
LOVES seemed to be very happy with me without tongue studs.

):

BACK

i'm back from malayisa~~~~~
i have so many things to post out.

sister's wedding was fine,
very malaysian style,
with karaoke system in the restaurant
where all the uncles and aunties can choose a song and sings on the stages.

malaysian hotel sucked la.
no fridge and the towel smelled.
i rather stayed in relatives' house.

HAHA.

i took alots of pictures..........
but mostly it's MINE and LOVES faces.
hehe.

i uploaded a few only cause i'm lazy.

i love this. see LOVES' face

most surprisingly, LIM KIM HOCK and I didnt quarrelled during the days in malaysia.
*clap clap*

LOVES said he heard someone chanting in MALAY during last night of the stay.
*scary*
SORRI SORRI if we disturbed you(good brothers).

finally, i found the song on my sister's wedding.
it's on my blog now.
it's my new addiction.

------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
true enough, stroke is a silent killer.
it took my sister's friend's mother away on saturday.
he was supposed to go malaysia with us.
but he got a call from sister saying that his mama was admitted to hospital when we are checking into the custom.
auntie, may you rest in peace.

life story

i dont know when did the memories started to fill me in.
i remembered my dad offering me a ride to school in secondary and i always refused because i think motorcycle is so uncool on that days.
i remembered dad promised and he did booked a chalet on my 13th birthday.
i remembered dad found my cigarette in my bad and threatened to deduct my pocket money,
i remembered dad found my first tattoo and he asked me, " your ang kong real one right" and i gave him a please-dont-tell-mummy looks.
he didnt even confronted me to my mother.
i remembered how he made mummy so sad and disappointed in him because of money's issue,
i remembered dad usually sarong me to sleep when i always tell him, "papa i want to sleep le, good night!"

i dont remembered when i stopped giving him birthday cards on his birthday,
i dont remembered when i stopped saying i love you dad,
i dont remembered when i stopped saying good night to him.

i remembered it was midnight on 8th of may,
i was sleeping and someone came to knock on the door telling us dad was admitted to hospital.
he came passing my dad's wallet and ic.
dad was left with 200 bucks.
and the person was never seen again.

i cried and called my sisters.
mum was scolding," cried for what, i dont care even he died"

doctor told us that his blood vessel burst and led him to stroke.
the critical part of the brain was filled with blood clots.
it was very dangerous for them to operated on him.
and we got to prepare for the worst.

everyone went crazy.
mum fainted.
all the girls was crying.

i called LOVES, he came.

dad was stuck with so many pipes on him.
his hand was swollen.
he dont even looked like my dad.
i dont even recognised that he was my dad.

everyone take turned to look after him
one of the chee bye doctors transferred my dad from icu to normal ward.
and he got infected and this sped up his death.
the nurses there were not professional at all.
syringes and tissues throw everywhere.
my dad's swollen stomach not even one fucking dad's heart fails, no CPR is performed on him.

FUCK WHAT THE FUCK?
who will agreed on such conditions?
one is her dad, one is her husband.
i feel like slapping the doctor's face really hard.
so because my dad was gone case, you guys given up on him?
what makes you to be a doctor?
we paid for everything.
i suspected her degree or what so ever is from buying
i will laughed and celebrated if tis happened on you.
see whether you will make such agreement.

this lasted for 17 days.

have you everhad that feeling when someone dearest to you dying infront of you and you cant do anything?
but that hearbeat and bp were on and off,
he was waiting for something.
so my mum told him, "i will take care of your dad(my grandpa), dont worry. all of us will take care ourselves"
may told him, " i will take care of mummy and ah bee"
and he died.
dad's face changed from pink to purple.
even his lip was purple.

that was the day i lost my dad.

no more 50 bucks from him,
no more chalet from him,
no entertainment from him,
no more prank calls from him.

i love you dad.

-story ends-

story part 2

suddenly, i thought of my dad's return on his seventh day when i was bathing.
so out-of-a-sudden randomly "day-dreaming"

even LOVES and roger(my 2nd brother-in-law) came to stay cum accompanied us.
all of us cramped into room,
angie and my mother slept on the bed.
whereas me and LOVEs left on the right side of the floor,
roger and may slept on the right side of the floor.

actually my mother want me and LOVES to stay at my bedroom
but i was whining all around saying, " i dont want la, i scared. i dont want la"
soo my mum took the both of us in.
HEHE

we prepared all the foods, eventually not all, SOME that my dad loved and placed them on the dining table.
and we get everything before twelve.

so we waited quietly for his return.
so we waited and waited,
nobody is there to make any noises.
and then VROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMMMMMM,
i hear the motorcycle's vrooming sound.
and then some kinds of "people-taking-either-a-spoon-or-fork out of the utensils basin"
yes, it's very creepy.
and i dont know why, i fell asleep not long ago.

angie told me she heard chaining sound,
she felt someone touched her, even may told me so.

angie told me that she didnt sleep for the whole day because she was shivering in fear the wole night.

i was wondering, why are we so scared of dad even tough we knew that he is our father?
our father that gave us the opportunities to come to this world,
our father who earned money and bring up.

why why why?

happy for me?

i have been finding ways to earn money by clicking advertisements.
so i add a nuffnang ads on my blog.but it doesn't seemed to be working
SO GUYS if you see any ads on my blog just click it!
THANK YOU
you know CWL is getting poorer because i have a boyfriend to feed.
HE'S A HUGE EATER.
he can eat 1 bowl of rice, 2 bowl of laksa, 3 sets of chicken chop, 4 sets of mcdonald meals.
just kidding.
help of my portion of foods are always given to him
so
logically, i should be the one getting slimmer and he getting fatter.
but he seemed to lost his fats faster than me.
standing beside him makes me feel so balloon.

i'm "chasing" after 黑糖玛奇朵
though it is out last year.
if one of the boys is my bf, HEEH HEEHE.................................

i'm going malaysia on friday with LOVES to have my sister's wedding again.
because my mummy is a malaysian so if any of us have to married,
we got TWO wedding dinner.
so LOVES, you have to start saving now.
HEHE.

guys, what if i tell you i'm pregnant?
will you be happy for me?

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted

bang bang

i just got my bang bang back recently.


tar tar....


the 150 bucks hair.



he think the twist is the trend now.





me(:

depressed

i have been surfing the nets to find ways to become a vampire.

beacuse vampires dont die.
they lived over decades,
i can have many boyfriends and see them dies.
rather than letting them live in suffering when they see me dies
(provided that they really love me)

i did the most crazy stuffs nowadays,
like i throw my jackets down six story and i screamed infront of LOVES's family.
LOVES made me do all those crazy stuffs.
he shouted at me like nobody's business
and i cried like nobody's business.

i feel like jumping down the six story and made him guilty.
i cut myself so that i can bleed to death.

nah. all bullshit.
but throwing of stuffs and those shouting, screaming and crying are all true.

saddening,
i cant celebrate new year next year,
no painting of room and installing of a swing in my room for next three years.
i cant said happy birthday to dad on every 1509 anymore.
i cant throw my tantrum to him anymore.
i cant get money or a baeting from him.
i can ride on a motorbike anymore.
NO MORE free chaffeur fetching me and here.

i yearned for father's love.
do you?

to wl

to all wl's friends:

did i said it's all her fault?
did i said she'a a third party?
all along i didnt meant to blame her.
i'm just venting out my anger.
how will you feel if you happened to see your bf/gf's ex wrote about the stuffs about the the both of them in the past?
i know i have the right not to see her blog.
but it's all human's nature.
you tend to be curious once.

like out of a sudden, kim hock gave her a present without telling me?
how will you feel when your bf did the same to you without telling you?
this is not wl's fault but it's kim hock fault.

what is the meaning of "jf's is back into my life once again" when wl wrote this in her blog?

maybe is it true that kim hock who take the initiative to message her
but there was once,
she messaged her and i replied who are you.
end out she said she is DANIEL.
i kept quiet about this since i know it's her.

wl should know that kim hock has a gf,
so i believed if kim hock turned out to be her bf,
she also dont want kim hock to contact or gave his ex-es any present.

i know she have given up on him
she is slowly giving up not totally.
beacuse everything nedds time
so i believed if kim hock do something to ask her back consistantly
maybe she will wants it back
because she did said that before, " if jf were to want me back, i wont give it a second thought"



were you be afraid?
yes me and him is still no secure yet.
so i'm afraid of losing him.

i dont think there's a possibility for us to meet up.
thanks and that's all.

imaginary affairs

i watched TWILIGHT with LOVES today.
suddenly, i have the urged of having a vampire boyfriend.
though i might have the chances to be one of his meals one day,
but i believed he wont hurt me more.

overall, it's still a nice movie.

alrights.....
something to comment and to post out my thoughts,
*clear throat*
i wondered how long will i get rid of this *imaginary* love-triangle affairs.
i always think that LOVES will go back to wl.
just for information. his ex has the same name and birthday as me but she is 2 years older.

she behaved somehow like zy.
as in her belief in relationships.
she always thought of LOVES will return to her just like how zy think i will go back to him.
is it a retribution?

zy waited me for two years and he gave up this year.
during this period, zy will tagged in my blog as annoymous or someone to cheer me up,
or he will said hello to me in msn.
now, LOVES did the same things.
not tagging in wl's blog.
but buy her presents and sometimes messaged her.
i'm not trying to emphasie who did the more biggest mistakes.
i hated him for lying to me.
buying her a present and letting me know, i'm okay.
but buying her a presents without telling me, it's a big NO NO.
because since he kow i will be angry without letting me know.
what for he still buys and let me angry?
who is more important?
alrights. just venting out.
i promised LOVES not to mention anymore.

but i just cant bring myself to trust him.
just like today, LOVES and his brother had a small tiff.
his brother sent a message reading."if you dont pick up my call, i will tell weiling that you meet wl before"
i choose to believe his brother instead although i told LOVES i believed him.

you know, once the scar is there, is forver there.

we almost quarelled everyday because of this imaginary love-triangle.
i did the most stupid things that LOVES hated.

i need times to digest all this stuffs.

love hurts

sometimes, love hurts.

If love is so important to have that one doesn't want to lose it, why is it when we find true love we often don't notice it?

When one is in love, one always begins by deceiving oneself, and one always ends by deceiving others. That is what the world calls a romance.

Love involves a peculiar unfathomable combination of understanding and misunderstanding.

Love is like the truth, sometimes it prevails, sometimes it hurts.

Why is it that we don't always recognize the moment love begins, but we always recognize the moment it ends?

egtctae

The saddest thing in the world, is loving someone who used to love you.

You wondered how you’d make it through. I wondered what was wrong with you. Because how could you give your love to someone else, yet share your dreams with me? Sometimes the only thing you’re looking for, is the one thing you can’t see.

Some of us think holding on makes us strong; but sometimes it is letting go.

忽然间 我发现
看不清楚身边的还有谁

爱过的 不爱的都离开我身边


once i fell in love with B, deeply
though we only get to know for a few weeks.
everything was right, i trusted him even though he got contact back with his ex.
i thought his heart was mine, belong to me, we will never break apart.
every good things come to an end.
and he got back to his ex.
he forgot all the promises he told me,
he forgot everything about us.
he was the one who held me up and
he was the one who made me fall.

after B, i get to know this guy a Y.
true, we both like each other but he has a girlfriend.
so we didnt got with each other.

until, i met A.
we were together for almost eleven months.
A gonna do things that what B do.
just that he haven take his action.
the feeling is so strong of A going back to his ex.

am i the one at fault?
or i'm a fucking failure gf who doesnt even let her bf cherish me?

i used to know who you are,
if you ask me now,
my answer to you is, i dont know who you are now.

please do not give me empty promises
because, i know
your heart is still not secure with me.

i got nothing to talks about you now.

either cherish me, leave me or fuck off.

P.S.i didnt quarrelled with him,
i'm just venting out my thoughts and feelings.


i

love or lust?

friendster is giving loads of problems.
i cant viewed my friends' profile though i accepted them or they accepted me.
i refreshed so many times till one side of my mouse is loosened.
nah. not that serious.

my fringe is not that straight.
i'm gonna go back to ask them to re-reborn my fringe.

DIAO.

i'm so unhappy in so many stuffs.

i think through enough, i will not be vexed and be so unglam about his pasts.
if your heart is with me , eventually your heart will belong to mine.
you love me you will say so.
you love me you will be with me.

i trust you from now on.
i hope you wont disappointed me.

If you love something, set it free; if it comes back it's yours, if it doesn't, it never was.

why do peoples have mask on them?

shermin's friend baolin's baby is damn cute,
Ryan has big big eyes and is always that greedy.
when he saw foods, he definitely want it without failed.
and if you didnt "meet to his demands", he will fall tantrum.
HAHA.

LOVES love Ryan so much, always played and carried him around.
as if the baby is his.

shermin keep asking me and LOVES to give birth to one, so that our baby can play with her baby.
haha.

baby RYANLoves and baby Ryan.

sometimes, i wished i was a baby,
everyone loves to play with me,
peoples wanna be friends with me,
everything wait to be served to me,
no troubles, no relationships problems.

overall, you can say me i'm a lazy person.

if i can, i wished my name is not weiling,
i wished i'm not fat.
i wished i'm not belong to this world.

everyone in the family is so faked including my mother's side relatives.
a wedding can "melt" their masks away.

come on.
if my mother didnt considered of you guys,
why will she bothered to use her own money to organise another wedding in malaysia?
whereas one table costs 500RM
15 tables costs 7500RM
7500RM= 3000 SGD
and yet you guys said it's cheap?
i believed 7500RM meant much to you guys

she using her own money which dad 's left it to her.
this are the money which is just enough to spend for the rest of her life.

you guys said you are understanding
PUI
.
if you guys understand,
why must you all be so naggy and make a fuss out of it saying the foods at the restaurant is not nice, why the table is so cheap?
knn, if cheap, you all contribute the money la.
everybody has different kinds of preferences,
mummy cant be meeting all 150 peoples' of preferences!

all my relatives are so fake.
i will never like MALAYSIA again.

if can, i wished i will just died and be reincarnated,

broke cwl

i did my reborn yesterday.
luckily it's my birthday present from my sister.

and i left 30 bucks till 15 of dec

please please time pass faster please.

when someone is poor, someone will look down on that someone.

i'm freaking broke now.

i ruined my life.
i created so many unhappiness.
i hated my life.

if i knew this were to happen, ......................................................
i just regretted it.

sister's wedding

MY SISTER"S WEDDING IS SUPERB!
SO FUN SO PRETTY AND SO WONDERFUL.

LET THE PHOTOS DO THE TALKING(:

MY SISTER'S GOWN

AM I PRETTY?
HAHA

to be sad or not?

AWWW~~~~
i'm still watching miss no good.
it's already 2.46am

it's so funny and so addictive.
i watched 7 and half episode in two days.....

i'm so so happy when JIA SI LE indirectly rejected JIANG MI's confession
woo woo!


oh, why cant she give up on him?
this relationship doesnt seemed to be working at all

带我走
到遥远的以后
带走我
一个人自转的寂寞
带我走
就算我的爱你的自由都将成为泡沫
我不怕 带我走

真正的快樂

edited post.

happened to past by this profile in friendster.
not to criticise or what,
i wondered she's a girl or boy,

but to say, she got a really hot figure perhaps her boobs to be bigger somemore.
HAHA

http://profiles.friendster.com/51478588


here a photo of her.
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我不是真正的快樂?

all i want is the truth.
is she more important than me?
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now is 2.31am,
i'm watching Miss No Good 不良笑花






all my god,
all the lead(boys) are soooooooooooooooo handsome.

and i find that kim hock look abit like wilber pan.
haha.
sorry, i know i'm dreaming.and i happened to know that this guy is a japanese.
he is so handsome,
actually he's is rather cute than handsome.
check him out in MISS NO GOOD.
his name is Dean Fujioka

haha.

all about shit

unpleasant day.

i wont ever played dota with kim hock anymore.
yes so what i'm a noob.
you are a noob before.

*flare up*


CWL felt so fat.

and i think my shit are stuck up in my a**s
because i feel like sheed-ing but no shit come out.

do you understand the unhappiness in my a**s?
you wanted to shit but the shit doesnt want to come out.
i felt like someone fingering my a**s.

*oops* R21
sorry
(: